Pissed off

I'm in lab. On a Sun afternoon. I'm fucking pissed off. Why? Because it's bloody Sun and I have to work on my fecking corrections. This is what purgatory is- My thesis. I see my thesis lying there on my bench and I can already feel my blood pressure rising and I'm pissed off because looking at the fecking thesis on my bench pisses me off. I'm in a pissed off grumpy mood and I've already wasted 90 mins of the 4 hs I was going to spend working on it pissed off. C suggested choc but I have no appetite. I did go and buy some anyway just so that I could think and do something other than be pissed off. But I ate it in a pissed off mood. I'm fucking glad I went to Ldn yesterday. If I'd stayed here to do work I think I would've just chucked both the thesis and laptop out of the window as soon as I saw the thesis on my bench. I don't understand why they want me to make all these unnecessary writing and replotting of results. Who cares! No one is going to read it! I'm just so bloody pissed off I can't do anything, which pisses me off even more.